Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I love you too!

September 28, 2011

It has not been easy getting a hold of mom.  I was finally able to talk to her this morning.  Kelley was there and handed her the phone.  "I've been thinking about you, mom.  I miss you so much.  I love you!"  And then a familiar, beautiful, frail, shaky, broken voice on the other side of the phone said "I love you too".  I asked her a few questions.  She could hardly hear me.  She could hardly get the words out.  She was crying.  "They are so mean to me."  I could hear the anixety in her voice. My heart was breaking.  I wanted to rush to her side and comfort her.  I asked to talk to Kelley.  I was sad.  I couldn't stop crying.  I panicked and wanted to come right down.  Kelley said mom had been weepy and crying all week.  She was miserable and in pain.  She was so sad.  I planned on going to Price in just a few days and Shaniel would be here the day after tomorrow to can peaches with Audrey. There was so much going on.  I didn't go down, but my heart hurt and I was so worried about mom.  

I took this picture of mom on Sunday, September 18th.  She looks like an angel.  How is is possible that so much has changed in 10 short days?

1 comment:

kelley said...

this was a good day